Mental exhaustion. This is a thing. Why? How? I don’t know anymore. Maybe because your brain doesn’t get a chance to rest. Was it also like this with earlier generations or is it just us. I think it existed but to a much lesser degree. Because now, when we get a chance to finally breathe and wind down when the kids are asleep or away (which is rare), we go on our phones and scroll until we can’t scroll anymore. This exhausts our brain, giving us more information, colors, pictures, stimulation that we can’t handle. Yet, we still do it. Why? We’ve made scrolling our wind down when it really just stimulates and exhausts our brain even more. I guess that’s the biggest difference between ours and older generations. I guess they also didn’t have the information we have, in terms of this being a thing, an issue, or something to even stop and think about. It was just life. Survival mode in a different way. For my older family anyway, it was dealing with abusive or sick spouses. So they never had a chance to stop and reflect. There was little to no acknowledgement of mental health issues, like anxiety and depression. So, the question remains, what will I do about it? I mean, my resources are limited yes, but it doesn’t mean that I don’t try right. Another thing is, we are obsessed about nap times, meal times, hydration, stimulation – too much or too little. I mean, everything. With social media giving us thousands of opportunities to compare our real lives to those highlight reals. And it’s obscured our reality. Then we feel down about how bad we’re doing. It’s ironic, because we all do it, thinking the next person is doing it all, perfectly. But there really is no such thing as perfect in this world anyway, not when it comes to humans. Allah’s creation, yes. He has perfected the way He created us, the way our body works to His commands. But we as humans can never be perfect.
Anyway, I finally find how to ‘do it all’. And this is the big kept secret. This is my discovery through my experience. Here goes. Doing it all is only possible when you pick and choose your priority for the day. For example, today I will prioritize working out, the house will get a tidy yes, but not a deep clean. Yesterday I cleaned, but I didn’t work out. Tomorrow I might prioritize cooking an amazing meal or spend some time food prepping, and again the other two (and maybe other things) will be left alone or spent very little time on. Another day I might prioritize my mental health, and spend some time journaling and ‘neglecting’ the house chores (much like today), or I’ll spend the day in the garden. The other day, I prioritized my own family and in-laws by spending the day there and giving them a helping hand.
See, you can do it all, just not all in the one day. And that’s what we see from other people who seem to have it all together, they just prioritize on a day to day basis. This is what’s finally keeping me sane. This isn’t to say that you just do one thing everyday, no. Obviously it doesn’t take all day to cook one meal or to workout (unless your kids are being extra needy). You might workout 30 minutes one day and cook an average meal. Or you might workout for one hour, plus shower, plus prepping the kids something to keep them busy and then make a quick pasta for dinner.
For mums, everything takes a lot longer, because you’ve got a million interruptions. Just when you’re ready to workout, the kids are hungry, even though you offered them a meal just before or you need to change a nappy, these little things add up and you end up having less time to do the thing you wanted, so you compromise and spend a little less time on something else. (And that’s a whole other topic for another day).
Some days, you might prioritize your social life, so you catch up with a friend, time out of the house means less time to do other things, like that pile of laundry that’s been staring at you for two days. Other days, you will prioritize quality time with your kids. And other days, you will choose to rest a little. You can do it, just not all in the same day. Pick and choose your battles. Learn to compromise, there is no such thing as perfect. Leave perfection unto Allah.
Also, wind down or whine down. Google even seems torn…